Wednesday, 23 January 2008
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Trying To Maintain/ [Stress &Changes]
Ok, im back at work and they're trying to guilt me into working every other sunday which is 12 hours! I dont want to do that at all even though im part time, i already have a hard time getting up in the morning and to be somewhere at 7am is not my idea of a job, i'll care when i get a salary and have my own place and whatnot.
So everybody at my job could tell that i was upset but i played it off, until i came across the posting they had up there for another position for a surgical tech, and you can transfer if you've been working in the hospital long enough and i know i am well qualified for that. [ im flirting with 2 years at this job] So tomm morning im going to:
-Go down there to the hospital and look for the director of the surgical/OR unit
-Turn in my resume and say a few of my friend's names who work up there, to help sweeten the deal
-Get him and my director to sign my transfer papers!
-Then off to school
-Then after that i have a photoshoot at 3pm
-The hopefully i can get a workout in and Finish up MODAR
Man im just overwhelmed by stress, its the 2nd week of school and i still dont have my books nor can i study because i really do need my book for pathophysiology and statistics but i believe that the halcyonic period is over, i feel that God is testing me to see if im ready to move on the next phase of my life and depending if i can move or not is soley up to how i deal with this situation that is starting to rear it's head as of this moment...
Im just happy when i get paid because I will have all the female shirts for MODAR and the business will soon be ready. On another note, I seem to be running away from stuff and i dont want to but it seems to be the only way for now, when i try to reason with the problem it only gets worse... Trust me, as i type these very words right now, my time is coming, and im more focused and determined as ever...
I will start going to tutorials once my books come in and get all this stuff out of the way, [schoolwise] and oh, since i keep going from topic to topic, i was looking at the preqs at UT Health Science Center and i have to take like 3 classes over since its not on the list of what they want you to do.. But then again ima wait and see what classes i may need to take, maybe its just one since it was the child growth and development class..
Well im gonna go get my shower so i can wake up early tomm. If God is with us, then who can be against us? Words to think about ya'll and I need to get that fundraiser done for my mom's church...
Either Way Ya'll Don't Worry MODAR will ALWAYS come out on top....
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