To start things off on a positive note, my dancing has gotten way better than it has ever been before. I'm coming up with more tricks and whatnot, so you can say im ready for the Valentines Day Release for the movie "Step Up 2: The Streets" to come out. I took my first test in Pathophysiology, and i do believe that i did well on the exam, and im sure i will do well in the Statistics class im in. In a way i cant lose since i have a mathematician from NASA [know him through my father] on my side. But other than that, not alot has been going on, i know tomm will be something:

-Wake up at 8-9am and go to my 10am Job Interview

- Then Let BobbyG know im headed to downtown after my interview to pick up my CD of images from the shoot, and we need to re-schedule a shoot since the perfect shot didnt come out as great as it would.

-Then Go to work @ 230pm

-Get off work around 8 or so and see Joe to get tutored for my statistics exam on tues.

That's one thing im not feeling is that my job is getting crazier, i got my tuition reimbursement back and im just now waiting on my retroactive pay to kick in but i dont know. Im getting one more step closer to MODAR, just watch this aint no joke

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So i hear from a friend that bikini beach is expanding to galveston. Well my big bro [no relation] who i've known for all my life is callin me and telling me to hurry up so we can go up to the club. My sister and i jump in my car and we hurry and catch up with him on the road to galveston and by the time we get there on the STRAND to Galveston we see this dank, dark, 2 story building everyone was standing in line to get into, and im like  there is nothing significantly different at this club from the one in clear lake. Right about this time i'm following my big bro around the block to find parking spaces and this dude finds a space and i drive past him as he gets out the car and is shrugging with a smirk on his face...so obviously someone thought it was funny and it wasnt to me since it's mardi gras going on down there on the strand..

After 15-20 mins pass, i cant find a parking space, and im very irritated and frustrated and my so-called brother didnt even call me to see where im at! I give him a call and he doesnt pick up so im like fuck this, im going home and need to get some rest for my photoshoot for tommorrow. Guess who calls me back and asks where the hell im at?! My big bro, so i tell him we cant find any parking spaces and then he goes in a high pitched voice like he knows EVERY damn thing, "What do you mean you cant find any parking spaces? There's plenty of parking"

Do i really want to get my car towed for being in a fire zone or better yet be cheated by a coin operated meter?

I was so pissed beyond recognition, and this nigga was like, "Where are ya'll?" and i said "Im going the fuck home!" and then he just says ok and i hung up the phone quickly before he couldnt even let the information i just told him sink in. You a ho ass nigga damon! & You wonder why you try to make something out of nothing with every girl you try to be with.  You constantly talk down on me and make me feel inferior than you! Im tired of it, i see why you're ass is always complaining that you're all alone and you wish you had someone to spend time with, nigga, if i was going through that type of shit you might as well go with 2 options:

Kill Yourself

or

GFY!

I'm in school, i got a job and furthering my life by doing what i need to do to get to where i need to be. So you can stay in your little rut of mediocrity and hope you find someone who comes your way, after tonite, you're not even considered a brother to me, you're just a punk ass, pathetic ass, just plain sad ass, lonely ass nigga who does things to upset others and wonders why he's alone... If you keep going down this route you will most definately reap what you sow! Believe that and dont sleep on it...

But other than that im done venting on the situation and its just a crappy club that i didnt want to go, on the plus side i just got one of my books in for school which is pathophysiology, and ima get started on reading that and doing some of those assignments. All i have left to get is my calculator and statistics book. And on the other hand my modeling is going VERY well, i just finished a shoot yesterday [Thurs] and i got one today [Sat] and working on getting 2 more in the middle of next week, i hope GQ or a very well known magazine approaches me. As well as a new job...since ive been applying everywhere so i can get out of the hospital...

Well right now im done doing what i gotta do but ima read some of this pathphysiology, do some yoga, and get some sleep so i'll be ready for tomm...

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 Ok get this, i just get back from club GLO/HEAT in downtown with Kenneth and Damon...and we're the ONLY 3 guys out of a crowd of some n***as that can dance...remember that! So we start doing a routine and then we start doing our own thing and everyone all of a sudden wants to hate on us cuz we can dance but then we see some turd ass n***a that cant dance come up to us and do some charlie brown bullsh*t and he gets praise like he's on "You Got Served" lol, man if they was in my neck of the woods, someone would have gotten embarrassed and schooled..dont think im playin!

Wanna hear something else funny, just about every girl we saw up in there look busted, like this one chick Kenneth tried to push me on and i damn near hit him trying to miss the girl...This chick drops her boost mobile phone! [and it's a good one too might i add] and knowing the kind person i  am, i pick it up, but then something inside told me to pass it off to Damon and once i do that he opens up her phone and her wallpaper has some Mr ED looking chick just cheesin! I immediately had to give that back since i cant look at ugly for that long...

After doing that "chivalrous" act, we head off to HEAT which is right next door and the SAME thing happened to us again...Man im startin to hate downtown... but its funny no matter where i go, i will always find some haters who will do their best to bring me down just because i posess a skill they wish they had...To be quite honest, im tired of this skill and want pick up running again...but its hard since i have no coach, nor a team which made me feel whole, i mean i need someone there whether it may be a coach or a running buddy/teammate who's gonna push me to the levels where i want to obtain or ascend! Hopefully this coach "Bill Collins" isn't a BSer like most of the people i've met up with...

& im patiently waiting on my photos from the 2nd photoshoot to come in the mail since the photographer was from cali visiting family for the holidays.. and she does very good work, if you had not checked out that slide show... But all in all, tomm is the day i pay off my mom and dad since i got paid! & I need to order my shirts for the females so MODAR  will officially be ready...man im so ready and crunk at the moment, on the contrary, im going to get baptized since i know i have made a choice that im done living the way i am, since this is a new year and i started off clean, this is time for me to undergo another change...please believe that!

Right now im flirting with 4:30 and i know im not gonna be able to wake up early but then again its the weekend, so why even throw a fit, right? Trust me, when MODAR gets released its gonna hit hard and the same thing goes for Kenneth, when he get his hands on that property, we aint gonna be nothing nice... 2 YOUNG BROTHAS! WITH A BRAIN AND IN SCHOOL?!?

Dont sleep on us

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